I wake up every day and I feel ok, but theres some thing missing. Like… like a hole. Some people they fit in life or whatever, I don’t.
I made a choice and because of that choice a lot of thing ruind.I faild many thing.It hurts me. Knowing what I’ve done. And that pain, that pain is with me all the time and every day I think that if I just… if I just give myself over depression, I can make that pain stop. It would be that easy and every day I fight that and I’m so terrified that one day I’m not gonna want to fight that any more.
There is a fact: our actions are what set things in motion, and we have to live with that.
1-If you surrender to a force, temptation, or feeling, you allow it to gain control over you.
2-If you surrender something, you let someone else have it